-9.49am. sitting in front of my desk once again.. studying up d&t. and thinking. hai. so much things happened last night. guess i really expected too much frm u as a friend ba. i treat u as my best fren la. but it depends how u look it ba. those words were juz so.. hurting? cant believe u actually thought it tt way. i was thinking throughout the night and only slept for like 5 hrs? i tink i'm foolish. dumbb. too naive le. sometimes i even think u're selfish. but in wad position am i to think it that way? it might be juz my expectations frm u as a fren is too high le. oh well. shant talk so much. only affect me more. depressing man. computer.. games.. destroys friendships. freak them.